might quit

[bills09]

So Paul destroys his team loses his first next year in a bet and then quits?
Classic Bbkl.

Sad to lose you Kimmy you were a good guy when your vagina wasn't bleeding.

[Handsome&FairMike]

At the end of the day he's realized how shit his team is and knows without his picks the next two years it's not gonna get any better. So whatever he says from an emotional standpoint I guarantee you this is the reason why.

[Bruyns]

His team has always been bad, don't think that's the main reason.

[kyuss]

So Paul destroys his team loses his first next year in a bet and then quits?
Classic Bbkl.

which confirms we should prohibit GMs from betting 1st and 2nd rounders

[Lee]

I hear Frank is looking for a new GM

http://hfboards.hockeysfuture.com/showt ... ?t=2082691

[bills09]

#bringbackFrank

[Handsome&FairMike]

His team has always been bad, don't think that's the main reason.

I don't know what the fuck he did last year but at least it was In Playoff contention at the beginning of the year last year. With a shit team he can't trade and can't chirp. Can't be proud of his team. He's got nothing to enjoy in the league cause he sure as fuck doesn't like us lol

[kimmer]

Edited OP

Look at Shep. Lost the passion, made a nice respectable post and he even still pops in for some chatter. That cat deserves some respect.

I do have the duty to owe it to the league and this old white fuck does make some nice speeches, he is right actually. I was honestly just lazy to type lol so here it is.

Yea my team is shit and I'm a shit fantasy GM lol. I pretty much never deny that. Team's always been bad actually so whatever. Ironically those who is involved in taking/receiving my picks (OTT PIT) are the ones who say that shit like its breaking news haha. I don't care guys really.

Guess I also lost my "passion"?.. Simple answer is yes. Social aspect of BBKL is what I used to enjoy more than anything. Thrived on being evil. Sad thing is that I just cant handle myself acting that way anymore haha. Call it whatever you guys want. I don't want attention really. It's actually really a deep psychological battle of mine, this antic I put on in fantasy leagues. I guess I'm too weak to change? lol I guess that's what most rational whites might say about me. I'm transparent and quick to anger. So believe me when I say I have hard time changing. In conclusion I have attempted multiple times to be civil (because I actually wanna be) and kind hearted. That's why I even started the whole graphic banner service thing. Not to gain favours but because I felt I was doing something for community and maybe could grow better. But nah this is me and my own demon. I can't change as long as I stay here. This place makes me myself and I truly evil haha. I cant control myself. I actually hate that about myself. One would know this is a serious problem if they know me in real life. I'm not even close to this on a daily basis. So that's it lol. I'm stepping away for the good of ME. Wasn't a simple and short sighted decision but after some long term attempt to want to improve. Never worked for long lol

It's one of those serious enough but not serious enough to see a shrink. So it's frustrating. I just wanna hate everything and everyone in here when I don't have intention to. I'm messed up eh lol

im really done lol kyuss but thanks

/

[dave1959]

I am genuinely sorry to see you go kimmer. I'm glad you aren't in real life like you are here sometimes.

I hope life is good to you and be good to those close to you.

[CAM]

I respect your response Paul. I t was good to read. Sucks that you are leaving as you were part of my social aspect of this league. There needs to be a certain entertainment factor and you were part of that. Its too bad.

[Tony]

Well that sucks... I genuinely enjoy having you around Paul.

[Shep]

Look at Shep. Lost the passion, made a nice respectable post and he even still pops in for some chatter. That cat deserves some respect.

Thanks, CAM.

I always liked the group here, and that really was the reason I stuck around this past season. My decision was basically made last summer but wanted to give it a go one more time and after a few attempts to try and get inspired to trade and improve my team, I realized there was nothing left as an interest in being a GM so I stepped down. I'll still come by and chime in here and there and give an opinion on things, whether wanted or not and just talk in general.

[Shep]

Paul, as much as I like to tease you and frankly you bring a lot on yourself, I hope you do not regret the decision.

For a serious post, it sure contains a lot of haha's and lol's, which is kind of bizarre and seemingly due to insecurities. In terms of your issues being "serious enough but not serious enough to see a shrink" aspect, nothing is too serious or too minor to discuss. Your post is such a different side of you that the league knows over the last few years, I don't know what to believe. Not that it matters, but I have a degree in Psychology and while that is not the career I ultimately chose, I am familiar with a lot of different psychological issues and if you ever want to just unload, feel free to PM me.

/seriouspost

[foofnik]

I hear Frank is looking for a new GM

http://hfboards.hockeysfuture.com/showt ... ?t=2082691

That's not Frank, he's not in that league. I am though actually haha.

[Matthew]

Paul, stay.

[The BBKL Insider]

Sad to see Paul go, he was one of the best!

Keep in touch young Asian!

[Tony]

Wait, is Frank seriously still asking about coming back?

[thom54]

Paul, you entertained me to no end. Be well, get well, come back with passion .. and never bet/trade 1st rounders again.

#NewGMofNJD2018

[CAM]

I re-read your post Paul and maybe i owe you an apology. Obviously it is hard to understand someone through an internet post or series of posts. My fault is i am quick to anger and while it may be an old white man speech, most times it is not warranted and not worth the effort to write about with such anger. That is something i gotta change. Thanks for opening my eyes up a bit. No asian pun intended

[Matthew]

I blame Paul's new girlfriend. She turned him against us.